Dam man --v seeing friends of mine flirting with the girl i like( i got rejected ) make me feel very bad, i cant just show my jealousy infront of them beside looking away. That is just too cruel to me or it just my own problems.
ah dam man shes in almost all of my class, and in everysingle class my friend seem to flirt with her infront of me man >_<". dam all my friends seem to love to flirt with her. flirt included physical contact, like piggy back each other, draw on hands, making fun. i feel left out because she rejected me already and all my friends knows about it, lol. everytime i see this situation i feel very bad and jealousy. i keep telling myself ( i'm over her i'm over her ) but it just too hard to look at them flirting lol. ah DAM. Let Hope shes not in any of my class next semester, is all i hope ( i know this is just childish thinking ) but we cant remain as friends man, cos i still have feeling torward her. that's y.
Dam man i still wonder how did every 1 knows i like her. lol, the only person i've told is her and one of my friend. i dont think it's my friend but could it be her? lol oh well.