Pain

[rukia]

I know this is right
From the way my body shuders
intense pleasure
just by the thought

I can see it in my mind
Feel it on my lips
Even though theres nothing there

I know I can please you
I know I'm right
Love to make you smile
to hear you laugh

I want
to wrap my arms around you
hold you gently
an eternity could pass
and I would not care

I asked you before
If you would date me
but never did I truely show
how I feel towards you

My words will never be enough
Only actions can convery the depth
Yet it feels selfish
to take your hand
to wrap an arm around you
to touch you in any way

so I reach out repeatedly
my soul in my words
trying
throwing everything in my being
into catching your attention

I cant do anything more
even if i desire more
I must seem weak to others
who can reach out and grab what they deisre
No matter what I feel
I never could do anything
to hurt you

To say i want to make you mine
would be a lie
I want you to be with me
That is true
Yet you can never own someone.
I hate it when people say that

For a heart can only be given
not taken.
You cant make some one love you
All you can do is be yourself
and hope that maybe that bond will grow

Thats what I have hoped against hope for
I know it wont happen.
Such is my life
I'm nothing special

No one would give their heart to me
not even in my dreams can I see that reality
I may be trusted
and i may be valued as a friend
but never am I the one who is loved.
Maybe though. you'll be the one to change that

[helloeveryone]

wow this is long but i read it its really good are you doing english lit?